Home from Utah

We are finally home from Utah.  This trip was a ton of fun but yesterday ended up being very emotional as I said goodbye to my big brother.  It is always hard leaving him and not knowing if or when I will see him again.  It seems he has gotten so much weaker since the last time I saw him in February.  He had a feeding tube put in a few weeks ago and he has lost so much weight.  I hate living so far away from family.  I hate living so far away from him.

On a brighter note, Torri's bridal shower was a success, I think we had 35 people there.  My niece Ashlie and my sister-in-law Kellie did a FABULOUS job!!  I will post pictures later since I am back to work tonight and I'm supposed to be sleeping right this minute.  This week will be my last three nights of work before I am laid off.  There are so many changes going on in my life.  I'm trying to ride the wave through them all...some days it is easier than others.  My kids still need a mom so that is my #1 priority.  Weston is home sick today from school since he decided to throw up the whole way home from Utah last night.  One day at a time...just keep swimming!

To be continued...